Monday, April 7, 2008

Until the doctor appointment

We have an appointment to see Dr. W in Texas on April 10. I am still in shock that our daughter has to see a rheumatologist and we have to travel to Texas to see one. This has been the hardest event in our lives. Rick and I keep hoping it is one of us and not her.

We are having a hard time talking to people about Madeline. One reason is because we have not told her. And the reason we have not told her is because it is NOT confirmed by a specialist familiar w/ this disease - which we are learning is ridiculously rare. We have told Madeline that we have to see another doctor about her rash. She said, "well I hope this one knows what it is".

We dread telling her this news, if it is real. We can't, just can't.

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