Monday, October 3, 2011

It's back...

You know, when life is back to normal, it's really a hard kick in the gut when you realize there is no longer a "normal". Madeline's rash is back. We discovered it last night at the dinner table as she was telling a story and raised her arms explaining her scenario. And that's when her dad and I saw it clear as day...those bumps and the redness on her elbows. I instantly felt sick to my stomach. Her daddy, too.

It came so quickly. Just last week they were not there. I'm confused and angry, but mostly just sad. Here we go again. I thought we were going to be the exception.

We've called her specialist and we will go to Texas in a few weeks. I guess it starts all over...the meds...the stomach aches...the fear...the JDM.

Prayers needed, please.

5 comments:

RalphB said...

So sad to read this - I hope it's not a relapse.

Summer said...

i hate this disease....uggggggg lets hope how quick it goes away...im at cancer treatment today dm is fighting me like a vengence but im fighting back...keep swimming ya'll will beat this...love u...sorry to hear this makes me cry....Sums

Anonymous said...

We are here for you if you need to laugh, someone to talk to, or just a shoulder to cry on. You and your family will be in our prayers- the christman family.

Anonymous said...

hi this is madeline i feel fine but the rash feels like it used to feel well be fine as long as we go and do what we need to do we dont need to worry about anything cause we've been through this be4 and we can do it again if we need to

Anonymous said...

Hey, I wanted to let you know that I am praying for you, Madeline, and your family. I know how it feels. I'm 17 now and was diagnosed with JDMS in 2002. I relapsed in 2004 and in 2008. They are the hardest times, but you get through them. Trust me, things will get better. Keep fighting! I wish you luck. ~God Bless